Monday, September 24, 2007

~Decision~

Since a few months ago, I have been communicating with my mum via several e-mails, talking about my subjects choices which I need to apply when the application opens....I'd looked and considered what subjects the different universities provided; my interest; and my parents' wishes.

I've never have an ambition ever since I'm small regarding what I wanna be when I grow up. But not it comes to a point whereby I have to make a decision. So I looked at the subjects I took during high school and feel that I have more interest in the Biology field than the mathematics or science side, although I did better in the latter subjects....
My parents hope that I can study dentistry and I really do consider it since it's part of Biology field. I made a check and feel some interest in it. However, there's a few worries: (1) Will I be able to enter the subject, (2) It's a 5 year course, will I have enough financial support? (3) Am I able to handle the workload?

I put it to a discussion with my mum, and her reply is "no worries, just go for it". So I feel it's pointless to worry about it now, but I really hope I can be accepted when the time comes.
So far, my choices are: (1) Dentistry, (2) Bio-technology/Bio-chemistry, (3) Electrical Engineering. However now, I'm still quite open to consider other choices.

Saturday, September 08, 2007

Believed

Just something for sharing...
Recently, I came across a lady who is in her 30's? She was crying all the time and talking to herself. The room was dark as there was no light and the room was in a mess. Her parents kept saying she is insane and wanted to send her to mental hospital....

Few months ago...
This lady was a educated young lady who was about to register marriage with her boyfriend. They also had a beautiful house ready. She was just one step away from the happiest moment of her life, believing with her heart and soul...It was then when the unexpected happened, her boyfriend did not turn up for the registration and was no where to be found. Their future house also became 'inaccessible' as well. It was just too much for her and she had a serious nervous breakdown since then.

Lesson learnt: Believing in something is good but never overdo it i.e. become fixated. I always believe in "Hope for the best, but prepare for the worst". Have a flexible thinking.
*Don't get the wrong idea, I'm not telling you not to believe in your partner....just that this lady's case, the guy really is a bastard! XD